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la la la la la la la la
la la la la la

i lie crying in bed ’cause i
hear what you said echo in my morbid mind
and i know i spend way too much of my time
thinking ’bout the way your lips felt on mine

la la la la la la la la
la la la la la

they don’t tell you how it hurts to fall in love
they just let you feel it all until it’s way too much
and i burst into tears when i get off the bus
but somehow it never really is enough (it never really is enough)

la la la la la la la la
la la la la la

and all i see is the way you smiled at me
in chemistry, when you told me you were fond of me
and i lay down on your thighs
and watched the rainbows in your eyes

i think my problem is i reminisce about the past
i will things to stay as they are but nothing lasts
and i’m scared ’cause time is passing way too fuckin’ fast
and once it’s gone, you can never ever get it back

and no-one else seems to care or really understand
they’re just getting through the year and they’re making plans
and people seem so excited for the future
but i just sit at home and feel like a loser

and i’m on the verge of sixteen (sixteen)
feeling like i’m barely even fifteen (fifteen)
and i feel too much, and not enough
i’m not enough for the people i love

and i try so hard
to be someone that you will love
i cut my hair and changed my clothes and
still i feel like no-one knows me (ooh, ooh, ooh)

i kinda have this fantasy
that we stargaze in a cemetery
and we sit on a gravestone and smoke and talk about
how it feels to grow up

and the music we love, and why it means so much
and how we feel like we will never truly be enough
and i’ll tell you my fear of dying
and what’s the point in trying

but i’ll do it for you, and i’ll do it for them
and i’ll do it for her, and i’ll do it for him (what’s the point in trying)
and i’ll do it for you, and i’ll do it for me
and i’ll do it for you, and i’ll do it for you

but they need me, so i will stay right here
tell me if you need me and i’ll be right there
and we could skip this town, and get the next ride out
and i swear i could be happy
fuck the rest, i’m not coming back

la la la la la la la la (i’m not coming back)
la la la la la (i’m not coming back)
la la la la la la la la (i’m not coming back)
la la la la la (i’m not coming back)

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beth torrance Auckland, New Zealand

forever writing songs about the sea

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